ESTHEr.

Gone For Good

2011-07-26T23:41:00.004+08:00

http://umiesther.wordpress.com/

A leap of faith.

2011-07-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hopping to somewhere else...

Tata ~!

Awesome friends

2011-07-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

Was it 3 or 4 or 5 years?
I'm not sure about that, but I'm pretty sure that it will last forever.
=)

=)

2011-07-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

I guess my next pay cheque goes to a pair of running shoes~!
Have been running a lot recently.. Like the whole of last and this week..
Feel damn good during/after running~
Love it when I get all sweaty as if I'm at a PE lesson.
Actually I've always been a sporty girl heh~

Went for some supper @ Upp Thomson and then to Lower Peirce Reservoir.
Got driven by someone of my age, srsly an excellent driver whom passed his license only few days back.
So anyway late night there at the reservoir is awesome!!!
The quietness, perfect for chilling.

Going to bed now..
Meeting my darling girls tomorrow =)

I'm not skinny anymore.

2011-07-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back from town.
Dined at Coffee Club with Carina and my tummy almost exploded!!!!!!!!
Food there was so-so, expecting something nicer than that though.
Window-shopped around...
Tried those skinny jeans and I look totally SHITTTTTTTTTTTY.............
Sucha turnoff when I see my body in the mirror.
Those bulging tummy.. Those flabby arms... Those trotter.... *covereyes*
Omg..
GONNNA STOP ALL THE EATING AND START EXERCISING MORE..
No more good food.. LOL
I mean it man omg..........................

Can I fall in love again? (N0tAGAIN)

2011-07-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

I miss texting day-to-night with someone.
I miss saying hello & goodnight to someone.
I miss sharing random things on photos with someone.

I rmb how I always get all excited when I received a bbm.
I rmb how I always tell my friends about you.
I rmb how I always...
I rmb how I always.....

Sigh :(
Guess it's just a infatuation.

Sinful Indulgence

2011-07-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

Finally own an Apple product... iTouch 4!! *SCREAMX*
I KNOW it's just an iTouch.... 32G..... But it's really awesome manz!
Totally hearts my Hello Kitty wallpaper~
All the photo-taking apps, games and etc.. Just makes me go OMGZZ.. :D
But I'm still a loyal berry user okie.
Nothing is better than Blackberry phone~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So last week Carina and me decided to try out restaurants that we've never been to weekly.
We went itacho sushi at Ion..
Tried their Mango+Lobster sushi and Scallop+Avocado sushi.. Quite a nice combo..
But their rice bowl a bit boooooooo~
Hahaha it's always the never-ending food and shopping.
XOXO

Er and recently there's lots of drama going on in the clinic.
Fixing the problem between 2 angry girls is totally out of the question.
And guess what?
It all started from this guy..
So what I'm trying to say is that some guys seriously are jerks.
Some of them shld just remain silent or go to h3ll.
=)

Hihi..

2011-07-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hahaha I'M BACK....

Actually I don't feel like doing anything here cuz my life is too boring (for now) to write about.
But twitter and facebook limit what I wanna say... So..... Yeaaa hello blogger.

Where shld I start????

Heh recently met up with my very very awesome ex classmates (UknowwhoUarelah).
Catch up a bit here & there, it was as good as old sec sch days.
I'm srly quite amazed by how far they've come.
Everyone soon is graduating from poly and some going into uni life.
It really makes me go WOW.....
And looking @ myself, I can only SIGH.
I wanna go back to school so badly..
Not a 3min kind of thing, actually am quite determined.
So yea next yr I'm going back to school.
School will be my priority for sure.
I know I can do better than what I am doing now.
If I can score for o's, I don't see any reason why I can't do the same in poly.
It gonna be tough to see all my friends graduate while I just getting started.
But well, I would rather waste time now to save time in the future.
I think I wasted a lot of time on unnecessary things, so what's another 3 more yrs :x
Hahaha nobody gonna affect my decision.

And I quit DOTA already lah fk.
Whenever I see people who update on their fb abt DOTA, I would roll my eyes and goes Wdfakj0ke.
LOL I know I used to be that hopeless girl who got too engrossed in playing dota.
Glad I'm over it already ^^ (thoughiknowimstillprolikeagodlike)
I quit rice too.
Need to lose some weight like REALLLY lah I'm a 55kg liao omg.

Now my back hurts like a bitch after the run.
Eh I've been running for the past 1 week but my weight doesn't go down and IDKWHY.
Gonna take a shower, watch at least 1 episode of Modern Family, drink 1.5L of water, and think of you to sleep.

BUAI

FOLLOW IF YOU WANN

2011-06-01T00:12:00.001+08:00

http://twitter.com/umiisukii

XOXO

2011-05-29T16:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh I'm not satisfied!!

Sometimes I wished I'm still schooling..
Still busy with classwork, busy with classmates~
I really missed my secondary school life.
:(

Not looking forward to anything now.

Don't mention.

2011-05-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

You're too smart.
You know my every steps.
Shit.

I know you will be reading this.

2011-05-26T19:27:00.001+08:00

All along I feel rather guilty..
I know I'm not treating you right..
You are such a great friend.. honestly!

:)

2011-05-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Bursting wardrobe ~

2011-05-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Spending more than I should this month!
Gotta get a notebook and take down my spending starting for next month!
Seriously girls got never-ending buys.
Sometimes I just feel like spending $$ and buying things for the sake of buying.

HAiz
My face... My face... All the pimples... Pimples...
That day my brother asked if a car ran over my face... LOL!
CB RIGHT? Fk sia..
Then my papa ask me why my face like that... :'(
Laugh lah laugh lah.. Laugh all you want.. :'(
Sobsob so sad..
Knn use whatever product oso no use.
Went online to look for good product for ance..
But all of the items got very good and very bad comments.
Argh.. Fk my face..
But I really don't know why still got people want me LOL!

I got to say I love May so much.
It's filled with public holidays and love!
Weee~

In and out..

2011-05-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

I'm so afraid that I might take a wrong step again.
Pls don't disappoint me.

I'M COMING HOME~

2011-05-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

Finally GE is over~
So sad that Aljunied GRC goes to the WP~
I rather WP win the Hougang and PP's seats than losing a Minister of FA.
Heng my area is under PAP lol.
I'm not into politics lah but just get super annoyed when people criticize PAP coz everyone do so.
Monkey see monkey do.
They say public transport very packed coz of those foreigner that came to work here.
I say it is more like the stupid Singaporeans who don't know how to move in _l_.
Don't want foreigner then go do those sai gang yourself lor LOL!
baichi

Zzzz
damn irritated sia my eye lash extension is making my eyelid so itchy laaa
So irritated to the extend that I'm plucking them offff ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
NO MORE EXTENSION alrdy waste $$$$$$$$$
zzzzzz

Sat called PastaMania delivery woohoo $39 gone.
Ordered 2 pasta, 4pc chicken wings, cheese sticks and the bananachoco pizza.
Like shiok only~

Never dota for 2 days still so pro zzz......................
Sad no one dota with me..

:O

2011-05-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmm~
Nothing much to update about my life~
I'm still me and myself, always the same.
I'm still working happily everyday with my darling colleagues~
I'm still feeling sad but I wanna move on~
I wanna go somewhere happier~

Shopping and good food makes me happy.. And I wanna be happy..
That's why I shop and eat so much :x

:):)

:)

2011-04-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

*hi elbert ong korkor you may unblock me now??*

Woohoo finally gonna watch some movies and get some good food!
Hopefully plans won't somehow get canceled!

Time pass really really fast.
I remembered that day I was so anxious to get a job that I didn't sleep well.
But now I'm getting my 3rd or 4th pay already :D
Working have never been great until I met these nice girls~
They are all freaking awesome! Every single one of them :D

Start from 2nd left.. Chris, Carina, Kai Tse, Me, Hui Zhen and Joc sitting down!
/ignorethemostleftgirlcozsheleftandidunevenlikeher

^^
I need more happy post~

Jokes.

2011-04-25T22:02:00.001+08:00

Once a dog, always a dog ^^

DEAD?

2011-04-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

HEY!
I'm back from a long break :D !!!
Took an off on Sat so got to rest all the way from Thursday :)
Shiok~

Woohoo~
Ever since I started working, I have been on a shopping/spending spree!
Some kinda exp things I bought recently are my Samantha Vega wallet $184 and T&Co necklace $210.
Love the necklace like a serious only :)

And then I bought LOTS of clothes.. LOTS of Watsons things.. LOTS of random things..
Last time when I see a clothing that cost abt $25, I will hesitate for hours whether to buy or not..
But now when I see something I really like I'll just BUY it LOL!
That's the good thing about working :P
And funny that my bank is still very packed after all the spending :D

I wanna break free~
I should get what I deserve~
I don't wanna cry anymore anymore~

Keep bleeding~ Keepkeepbleeding~

2011-04-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

Zzz stomach cramp zzzzzzzzzzz

Yesterday went Networms with JIAXIN AND XINGFONG.....
Like a last min thing~
Lol damn long never see them and they are still very lame ~~
Played till 10pm I already ZZZZZZZ then 12am+ I really cmi so had supper and homed~
So weak old liao cnt ton....
We played about 5 rds and like only lost 1 game lol.
And I think my es damn imba LOL!
Es my favorite hero now ahahahaha~

lol~
tired ~~

what i wan???!?!?!

Dai yin mai.. ?

2011-04-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I need a break soon~

I need to feel happpppy again~

i treated you my sister.

2011-04-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

Using my BlackBerry to type this..
Internet is down and the technician will be coming tomorrow.
Right now I'm resting on my sofa watching tv and thinking~
Thinking about the past few months..

People come and go~
And I guess I'm quite used to it already.
Even you, could do something like this to me.
I really don't wish to make things ugly.
But since you could lied to me like how your bf lied to mine, I guess you don't really bother.
After the team thingy, I gave you chance to explain but you still chose to lie.
I thought I was really kind enough to open one eye and close another.
And now about the Melacca thingy and you guys are still lying.
It's not about dota not about who going with who or who teaming with who.
It's about YOU not telling the truth in the first place.
It's about you not telling us the fact before we found out ourselves.
Do you know how disappointed I am when I got ur reply regarding this?
I treated you my best friend and yet I'm getting this kind of shit?
I have never tolerate so much from anyone like you before.
Enough is enough.
Don't blame my temper or my attitude.
You should know that I always do things for you sincerely.
But you are the one that always testing my patience and take me for granted.
You just go and think about it.
Think about how you have been treating me.
Think about the things that you said to me.
Think about the comparison you did.
Seriously I hope I did or said something wrongly.
Otherwise I guess I've just wasted my 7+ months on someone.

SATURDAY~

2011-04-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hihi!!
Am drinking extra chilled strawberry milk from the freezer ^^

Today I bought Cure exfoliating aqua gel from watsons for $42!!
I'm like spending mercilessly on skincare products lately :(
Pierced my ear cartilage too~
It's like... almost painless...
I know I'm kinda slow but I wanna get my tragus piercing too LOL!
Hahaha all the piercing shld be done during secondary schoool haha I'm a slowpoke~

love my colleagues muchmuch~
Joc, KaiTse, Carina, HuiZhen, Cheryl, Christ!!

Why the last pic so nice dont look like me fake zzzzz LOL

T.T

2011-04-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hais what's happening again :'(
So tired to the extend that I wanna be alone.
Please quickly 雨过天晴~

Tml's interview............
Not much confidence about my complexion howwww ahhhh~
haiz......

:(

2011-03-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Can you please do something to assure me that everything I've done worth something?
Sick & tired.

Short UPdate~

2011-03-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's saddening to realize that your doings are not even least appreciated.
I hate it when people take advantage of me when all I wanna do is to make them happy.
I'm not your alternative!!!
Continue your boasting, coz I know I'm better than you in all ways \\// ^.^ \\//

Time past rather fast during work.
I don't even look at the time while working now!! :D
It's cool to have great colleagues ^^
Getting pay tomorrow :)

SAt quickly come please CANT WAIT Heeeeeeeeeeeee~

PAY DAY!

2011-03-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

Woohoo payday is coming!!
Thinking of which restaurant to dine in with my aunt hmmm~
I can start my shopping spree soon with my girls too!

Was having PastaMania with my colleagues and I randomly came up with this idea~
To put eye lash extension haha! And all 4 of us did :)
The first two days were terrible experience no joke.
I'm glad all the red eye and spicy feeling in the eyes were all gone for good.

Bf won TOP8 in the i-city dota compy.
lol!
Got the sudden urge to train up in dota~
I wanna be better and better and better!
ARgh!!

SIGN

2011-03-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

LOL!
I'm just done dancing and jumping around to the song SIGN by BEG HAHAAH SIAO~
Shit sia I wanna jog every 3 days lei~
I know when I start jogging, my weight will go down down down!!
But I'm just too lazy ARGH.

Wa every morning without my concealer and eye liner really like one www.shag.com.sg/ghost like that -.-

CMiiiiiii~
Need to cut my fringe too..
And then I realise that I would be rich still if I didn't spend those money on prepaid services.
I got $282 PREPAID on a hair salon and another $385 on Pink Parlour.
The Pink Parlour's is good so it's alright.
BUT THE HAIR SALON haiz really regret -.-
Pay is coming soon~
Another 1k+ gonna enter my bank LOL!
More money please~

Fk those moozzzziiieee bites so damn itchy~
AHHHHH
DA DA DADADA DA DA DADADA

Sobbbbiiexz

2011-03-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

:(

I am back from KL.. with a rotten face ccb!!!!!
I will stay away from any make up until my pimple are gone!
zzzz
Fk acne seriously. And my laziness and my itchy hand zzz.
Arghh......

I wanna go back KL lah zzzz.

FRIDAY IS COMING

2011-03-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Oh dear Friday is coming already!!!
Meaning I'm going to KL SOOOON.
Meaning I have to pack my bag tml already :D
Shit sia keep counting down!
Coach ticket at $23 only!
But yet to buy return tickets...
So if I didn't manage to get any return one, you know... LOL

Been doing the same routine everyday.

Mon-Fri
6.45AM - 7AM: Alarm snooze non-stop.
8.30AM - 5.30PM: Work
5.30PM - 8.30PM: Dinner + Bath
8.30PM - 12AM: Dota
And it goes on and on~

Quite bored of it lei..
So tired~
I wanna whine every single day that I'm tired.
I wannna go back to December!!!
Coz that's the time when I'm totally FREE from work and school.
I miss it ahhhhhhh~
Hopefully 2ndofApr will change my life a lil bit??
Lol hopefully don't FRO on that day :)

Happy (belated) birthday to Cass :D

2011-03-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

It was Cass's birthday last Friday!
So went to bq for some drinks with the dota people!
Her boyfriend gave her a chocolate puppy as a brithday gift :(
And the silly birthday girl just can't stop smiling ZZZZ (see liao also annoying LOL)

And her puppy is seriously cute until........ #$%^%##$%%$##@!&*&????
Just cute, period.
ZZZZ make me wanna get a puppy too ROAR!

Er then today went Ding Tai Feng with my girls!

:) simply love them..

Siao eh~

2011-03-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz been a emo bitch these few days.
Took a half day off today as the cramp was killlling me!
Really love all my colleagues T.T
So many things on my mind.. So many things to share..
But I just don't know where to start from.
I always feel that life's not fair and I just can't be bothered with it.
I know that my luck's not here yet. Not yet!!
It will come soon :)

Wooohooooooo~

2011-03-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

He just hung up on me.
Another night is going to be wasted again.
Every time after work, night time is the one that I look forward to.
Because this is when I can talk to you and play dota with you.
But you always seems so uninterested.
I thought I won't cry anymore.
Fk this really.

^.^

2011-03-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Love my new blogskin?
It have lots of thing that I love!
Pink.. Purple.. Ribbons... Hearts.. Hehe!

LOL
Yesterday was a :( and :) day~
This is what I call 雨过天晴 hahaha!
I shall stop being so petty all the time.
Sometimes I just wanna be a lil bit more whiny so let me be!
Can't wait to see you baby.. Missing you so much :'(

Baked cookies during Sunday morning =P

Brought it to clinic and glad that some of them like it!
I think the premix taste somehow like Famous Amos's hehe!

Wtf my room is in a mess again!
Spree items came and my dad brought back 50% of my clothes from my aunt house.
Arghh need to tidy them again :(

tears...

2011-03-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Why am I crying every now and then?
Why am I even crying while typing this shit.
I shouldn't even feel sad cause I know I put in effort more than anyone else.
But why am I getting this shit?
All I ever wanted was a bit of your time.
Is that so hard?
Over and over again it's the same old thing.
When can I really feel happy once again?
I'm so tired to feel happy for a few days and then go back to my emo mode for the rest of the week.
This is not what I want... And what do I really want.... :'(

I would.

2011-03-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

I don't like people who wasted my time.
I don't like people who are so damn selfish.
I don't like people who only think for themselve.
I don't like people who keep me in suspense.
I don't like people who always grumble when their life is so much better than mine.
I don't like people who lie.
I don't like people to create lies to cover up whatever shit they did to me.
I don't like people who are noob/burden and causes me to lose in dota. LOL
I don't like people who are inconsiderate.
I don't like people who are irresponsible!!!!
I don't like people who owe me money never return.
I don't like people who never return my $$ no matter how hard I tried to hint them.
I don't like people who ignore me.
I don't like people to make me repeat.
I don't like people to scold me, only I can scold you.

So if you fall into one of them, kindly fuck off and don't ruin my mood.
Thanks in advance.

ZZZ
Supposed to be very angry but the more I type the more I LOL-ING.
zzzzz pui

Happy 4th month my dear!

2011-03-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

Omg..

28th Oct was the first time I went to KL to see him.
And it's been 4 months already!!!!
This r/s is tiring, is a very drama one (for me only), is a money sucker and is a LDR.
Bus to KL will be 5 hours and plane to KL will be 45mins from Singapore.
People take mrt/bus for 45mins to meet their bf but I a bit more advance, I take plane.
I always grumble and grumble about this and that but deep in my heart I love him alot.
Sometimes I think.... Why did I choose a LDR again when I know what I'm gonna get?
But it's just........ HAizz 感情是不能用言语来形容的！
Haven't seen him for 2 weeks and I'm missing him everyday...
I want him to be the first person I see every morning!!
T.T

So anyway...
I am a bit tired already..
Tired of working a 5.5days with minimum pay :'(
I will leave before April starts and think I'm gonna inform them before next week.
This job is taking away my precious time with my deardear!!
But then I have great colleagues there too :'(

BUT bf owns alllllllllllllll

ALL GUYS ARE BRAINLESS AND STUPID

2011-02-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

Knnn PUI KNOW WHAT A NOT

LET'S GET HIGH

2011-02-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA SO HIGH TODAYYY~
HAHAHA KEEP DISTURB COLLEAGUES AT WORK SO FUNNiiiiii~

Just played 2 games alone and it's like so hahahha funnnnny~
The last one was losing so I wanna go obs zuki's game then I said GTG bb~ to oppo
but they ask me stfu hahahahaha so funnnneh one why ar?
Then I now obsing I talk to all like machiam talk to walll why ar????

Siao eh~

cRazyzzz

Sleep..

2011-02-20T13:06:00.000+08:00

Hi.......

I am so tired.........

T.T

SO tired to the extend that I didn't bath for... 2 days LOL??
Coz Fri went to Joc hse for mahjong and then went for work straight on Sat and then
went NEX for lunch and dinner and then reach home at 6pm jitao sleeep.
Sleep till just now 10am then woke up to bath hahahahaha wtf..

Haiz didn't dota for so long liao T.T
Like 3 days LOL zzzzzz.
A bit bored of it but........ still loving it.
Just that couldn't find the right person to play with.
My dear bf can't play with me coz his msia line can more noob de.
So yea... dreamangel_92@hotmail.com add me ask me dota LOL zz.
Haiz speaking of dota......
Some people can really be more cb and more sohai one......

Happy Valentine' Day!!

2011-02-15T00:51:00.001+08:00

It's a 14th Feb :)
Mine wasn't a surprising nor a romantic one.
But I'm very happy that it was spent with my dearest!

Took a short flight to KL with Jasmine last Fri!
Finally met up with him after 1 tough month.
I must admit that I miss him so badly :'(
There's so much things to say....
But all I know is that he grown fatter LOL!
ZZZZ last month I can squeeze in my cold hand under his shirt...
BUT NOW I can't lah ZZZZ LOL!
Please lah KOKTONGKONG control ur diet.
I wonder when will I see him again.
Thinking of this really make me wanna :'( !!

Was make-up free that day~

The gosu fried charsiewbao!!!

Haiz on the way to airport :'(

And the fragrance I bought @ the airport!

Btw you know what's zuki reaction towards my previous verideangry post?
He laugh.com :)
My wonderful boyfriend ^^

What do I want?

2011-02-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

Fuck sia totally no mood.
Just lost a game.
EVERY SINGLE GAME I PLAYED MUST HAVE AT LEAST
A LEAVER OR SOME CB NOOB ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Damn damn irritated ZZZZZ.
Then just now waiting for him to finish his game and I thought he can pei me.
In the end he told me he GTG his friend house.
Cb CHINESE NEW YR SO?
CNY MEANS U CAN GO FRIEND HOUSE GAMBLE 100 DAYS STRAIGHT?
I can go dinner with friends if I want to, but I chose not to.
WHY?
Because I want to accompany you.
REALLY CB ZZZZ DAMN ANGRY OSO DONT KNOW FOR FUCK.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ
FUCK SIA REALLY FEEL LIKE UNPACKING MY BAG AND SLP AT HOME TML.

FUCK LA GET IT A NOT?

I NEED A CAMERA!!

2011-02-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

OMG
I wanna get a camera damn badly lah!!
Joc's camera is with a touch screen function and there's a screen in front lah!
So damn nice T.T
My next pay is so gonna be spend on a camera!!!
When is the next IT FAIR??

Fuck sia been sleeping like 12am+ every night and it's not enough lah.
Wake up like wanna die like that.
Snooze and snooze and snooze so noisy zzz.
Cb now 1237AM liao zzzzzz!!

So it's thurs now and then at night I need to pack my damn bag for KL!!
LOL WTF LIKE DAMN FAST.
Haven't even change $$ lor haha!

Only girl in the world!!

^^

2011-02-06T13:35:00.001+08:00

I will run/swim every Saturday after work!!!

HUAT AH!

2011-02-05T02:17:00.001+08:00

Wooohoo!
What a lucky day for me ^^
Went to ToriQ company dinner and won a $20 voucher from the lucky draw!
Then gambling at XW's hse and won $87 from there :D
Somehow I felt really guilty for winning you know!!
But I guess it was all luck..
I bet $1 coz felt damn guilty that I kept winning, in the end I lose the bet, $1.
I bet $3 the next game and I won a ban6 LOL!
T.T
Not purposely one siaaaa :X

Hehe so am a happy little girl now!

To be honest, I spent most of my cny on dota!!
Hahahaha been playing by myself with random pubs and they are VERY NOOB & LOUSY.
BUEY TAHAN LA
EVERY SINGLE GAME HAVE TO BBM AND WHINE TO ZUKI AND COMPLAIN!!
No zuki = No fun T.T
We make the perfect lane =P
And then lots of people are really curious about his name.
KOK TONG KONG!!!
Very hard to pronounce meh??
Hahahahahaha but his name really very funny bth zzz.

And then that Jasmine like machiam disappear during cny.
Last week she went to JB compy then jitao MIA~
I thought she drown coz never even pick/reply my call and sms.
What a cheebye really.
Shld juz fck care her hope she lose in all card games. She did already I think LOL.
Pui.

Bye lah very tired liao zz.

Happy Lunar New Year To All!!!!

2011-02-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my 12-14 hours of sleep, yummy~!!

Work is the main reason why I have not been here regularly.
My body auto shut down at 12AM and I have to wake up by 630AM~
T.T
This is the result of been employed~
I am missing the times where I could slp/wake up any time I want! :(

I feel so sucky in dotaaaaaaaaa~
Playing like a nerddddddddd T.T
Then the cb zuki oso nv play with me 1.
Either he's in training or he playing with other people zzz sohai pui.

Last sat when to Joc's birthday party @SOUL!
She's from my workplace lah hahahaha~

F, Me, Joc, KaiTsi, Chris

I am going for more dota now.
BYEEEEEE~

Hahahahahahahah ^^

2011-01-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Wee my hair!
Lol!!
Sei lah pay faster come can a not?

Then can some people don't be so bossy not?
Wtf as if I'm taking ur life like that -,-
Siao eh!!

So tired now eyes are closing...
Work end so quickly~
HAhahahahaaaaaaaaaaa~

I wanna meet my boy like now now now now now~

What's my name?

2011-01-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLO!

I really need to update here regularly loh~

Wee did my hair!!
Rebond + Colour = $218 @ Pocket + $282 Prepaid = $500 spent
Took up the package so I can get discount for my re-bonding+colouring and future usage.
So yea.. tio burnt..
But I must say I really like my hair colour hehe!

And talking about work..
I think I enjoy myself over there :)
I'm new and a bit noob then my doctor sometime make a 'tsk' sound when I'm assisting him LOL.
Zzzzz damn sad I need to buck up.

Then yesterday went Hougang Mall with Kai Tsi and bought 3 clothes lahhhhh.
Total only spend $34 nia wtf.
Never take photo :(

I think i need make full use of my Blackberry's camera.
And not to forget my 2nd pay goes to camera for myself!!
**i haven't get 1st pay yet why i so kanchiong???

Happy happpy!!

2011-01-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

Yay I'm employed!!!!
Currently working in a dental clinic at Mount Elizabeth Hospital as a assistant.
It's a 5.5 day work so yeap.
But time pass really fast over there!!
It's so enjoyable with all the young girls working together.
Especially 2 girls who is really nice and patience.
Just hope that I can quickly memorize all the steps and the preparation XD

My lappie is pregnant hence I'm not able to dota ZZZZZZ.
Very sian!!! I will reformat my lappie soon!!

And then my mum just asked me if I want any soup LOL!
FYI, my mum stop talking to me ever since I left school.
She literally /ignore me no matter how I talked to her.
Finally after 2-3 months, after I found this job, she started to talk to me.
HAhahahahaha siao one!

*Go back to my 下一站，幸福*

Hmmm..

2011-01-10T00:28:00.001+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihihi!

I can't play dota now due to some unknown reason.
This problem is causing me to have serious delay/lag/spike thru out the game.
I don't know is it my comp problem or my internet problem.
I went to SpeedTest and checkand my dl speed is like 2-8 mpbs.
Damn bored!!

Tml is Monday and I'm looking forward to it.
I am still waiting for calls lah ccb duno when then wanna call me zz.
Damn pek cek zzz.

Buy so many clothes then yet to wear them duno buy for what really zzz liao.

zzzzzzzzz

And then lie more lor ^^
Never mind 1.

FML

2011-01-05T06:53:00.001+08:00

Haiz don't know why recently things don't go well for me.
Maybe is 先苦后甜 ?
I really hope so.
Mood' not so good as well :(
Argh..

Anyway I'm out looking for job now!!!!
Will be spending my next few days at home waiting for calls.
Pls call me T.T beriberi desperate already :(

My blog song so imba!!

Am now watching 恶作剧2吻 on PPTV.
So nice kekeekee!

Hahaha I think my face kinda clear up a bit now.. (Refer to photo above)
Quit squeezing my zits and it really helps!
All the squeezing really cause redness and more zits to appear, so STOP!
And then I'm back using BB cream again.
Wtf the Biore BB cream can more imba one.
Multi-purpose cream jitao cover every ugly things.
^.^

Feel like buying those cookie mix tomorrow to bake.
Anybody wanna have some =P
Hahahahahaaaa.

PONG LAH SOHAI

2011-01-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

Happpy 2011!!
It's a brand new year already omg!!
Aiyo I've been repeating about this 2011, think I'm a leidio liao ^^

HAHAHAHAHA
Finally met up with my two korkors 1 is yun keke 1 is huotie keke.
Went to watch some local movie and it was............ average loh............
Then decided to go MJ at Cloud's house.
It's my first time playing lah like one burden.
Haiz I must let people wait for me to arrange my tiles..
Let people wait for my brain to process what titles I need or no need keep.
Last few rounds finally got the hang of it so agaragar know liao and I really like the game.
But lost lah but Jasmine will treat me Tomato Grill wahahahaha :x

Right now I'm missing my darling beobei baby and so @#%$$^$%# hungry zzz.
What a combination really.

2 more days to work and I left $200+ for the rest of the month haha similj?

Last day of 2010 :D

2010-12-31T04:33:00.000+08:00

I want to spend my NYE at home.
Aku don't want to spend $$ coz aku got none to spare =P
Anyway, staying home to Skype & DotA isn't that bad after all keke!

Lou gong gave me his extra Zowie headset and it's AWESOME LAH!
I'm really loving this headset so much coz the previous Steelseries one is so lousy.
Or maybe he gave me a spoil one lol.
So anyway this Zowie headset have the mic attached to it unlike to Steelseries one!
Wee!
I can juz plug in the mic only and place it next to my lappy and he can hear me clearly ^^

And then juz now act one pro go put fake nails and now I have a hard time typing -.-
Wanted to remove it but lazy...................
And I wonder if I can remove these nails coz they are like sticking to one another so tightly x1000

And then you can follow me on twitter if you want to lah.
Created an account for fun and since it's pre-installed in my Blackberry lol.

2011

2010-12-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

Gosh!!!!!!!!
New Year is coming in like 2 days!?
That's freaking fast!

This year have been a ..... good & bad one?
I left poly, I lost some friends, I gain some friends, I lost someone, I found someone..
HAhahaha and my dota become better EVER
=)

Gonna start work on 3rd Jan and I wanna make sure I do it well.
Things I wanna do once I gotten my first pay...
1. Rebond hair + Colour my hair
2. Bring my aunt out for dinner
3. Drag Jasmine to Bugis with me to shop
4. To shop and to shop and to shop

Kekekekz!

So for the last whole week I MIA to KL.
21th Dec - 29th Dec
9 goddamm days!!!
The duration just seems so short ahhh!
His family really welcome me to their home.
I think his mum really likes me and want me to stay a bit longer.
His papa also asked when I'm coming to visit again hahaha!!
I want this r/s to last, I really do.
Guess it's one of my New Year's Resolutions.
Love u baby hehe ^^

Kaee I wanna go back sleep byebye.

HELLO!!

2010-12-25T04:46:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

EVERYONE!!

What is Account?

2010-12-17T04:30:00.000+08:00

Have been pretty free lately as I got no school nor work!
I must say the feeling is very good!

So went to the my first ever job interview and it was like BWG that kind of interview.
:)
I keep whining to Jasmine that I'm no longer a student.. So that makes me UNEMPLOYED!
Joke z.z
So many things to whine about aiyo..
Like my hp bills came again (duno why keep coming one cb) and it was $100+
The reason why I bought Blackberry is to save money..
Yet I'm exceeding the limit every single month!
Hai6!

I started spamming 宫 ever since I downloaded PPTV.
Best program ever!!
Even zuki says drama own him kekekez.

Jasmine & Fm birthday coming soon..
And then next week to KL!
Can't wait :)

LOU GONG NGOR OI LEI (L)

Ngor Gua G Lei :(

2010-12-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

Haiz miss my dear so much.
I thought I won't go into another LDR cos it's so tiring and frustrating.
But this time round he's really nice to me and is a very sensible guy.
I will be celebrating Chrismas with him at KL this year :D

Haiz that day the sohaimahai Jasmine /ignore my 10+ morning calls.
So went to replace my IC alone.
Took a veryveryveryvery ugly IC photo cause I forgotten to bring mine.
T.T
Very sad....

Haiz then recently my mood like don't know what siaaaa.
A bit a bit then angry here and there.
cannot last hit also angry cannot kill also angry keep die also angry
Duno wtf is wrong with me manz.
-_-
Siao ehhhh!!

So finally went to the Recruitz @ Tampines with Jasmine!!!!
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Wtf they called within10 minutes after we left, efficient or wad sia?
Plus the job offered have really pay imo lol!
Btw, Recruit is a job agency lah lol.
We are still waiting for better offer so yea.
Will be starting work very very soon I guess :)
kekeke!

LOL FORGOTTEN THAT WE PLAYED PARAPARA AND DDR.
CB last time always spam parapara at Rivervale Mall.
Just now can play untill 0 % WTF?
Siao eh I think arm and body too long play liao like duno wad wtf.
Then that puteri play till very happy like that zzz 100% damn action.

Nex & Bugis!

2010-12-13T04:29:00.000+08:00

NEX is huge and flooded with people!!!
It's like about the same size as Vivocity but the crowd is like x20 of it.
I'm serious.

Went there with Jasmine and Fm :)
Had our dinner at Tomato Grill!!
The food is so yummy and the price is average only!
Love the salmon steak :D
Caught Hello Stranger and it's such a awesome movie!!
It makes you go 'HAHAHAHAHAHAHA' and 'AWWWWWWWWW' :D
5/5 STARS!

Then just now finally met up with zizi lah!!
My best buddy from Audition!!
It's been 3+ years alrdy :D
Too bad bun currently at China, can't join us.
Hee we went to shop at Bugis Street and really spent a lot of time there!
Had lots of good buy lah wee!
zizi still the same!
She still trying to tease strangers SIAO EH!

Hahahahahaha Jasmine and Sharky say my Fb pic beri ugly.
Heeeeeeeeeee so I camwhore more for you guys to see.
Spec $10 Shirt $15 from Bugis with zizi ^^

Ohh we took neoprint too :D

Kekekeke tml really must wake upto settle my ic sia LOL!
Draggged from duno when liao hheehheee.
JAsmine i love you your es very pro just lose me a bit :)

01/12-08/12 & SMM

2010-12-09T05:28:00.000+08:00

Hi :D
I'm finally back from KL after a good eight days ^^

Many many things have happened!!

Firstly, IT'S MY FUCKING WALLET LAH SOHAIMAHAI?!?@!#?!
I lost my wallet on the first day and I fucking have no idea how I lost it.
Jasmine and I just couldn't figure out how my wallet got lost cause I didn't even took it out.
There goes my $200+, 50+RM, IC, ATM, and blahblahblah many cards lah cb!
-_-

Then I watched Rapunzel with zuki and nicxh ^^
I love the movie so so much!!
Full of adventure and romance ^^
So I was like on a princess mood for Rapunzel and zuki have to spoil it!!
HE @#%$#%^$^ING FELL ASLEEP!!!
NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, BUT A MILLION TIMES?!@?#!@?#
Guys~

Then it was SMM 3rd-5th Dec 2010!
Am glad that Team INC gotten 7th placing in SMM ^^
Great achievement since they only trained together 3 days for SMM.

SMM literately took up 3 days from me!!
It was so tiring to wake up early to report to the venue and to go home late as games got delayed.
I was so sleepy and tired that I even slept in zuki's car during SMM for awhile.
I just slept everywhere I could, the tables, shoulders, chairs, hahahahaah siao eh!
And then my eyes got infected and red that caused me to put on spec for 5 days!!

EEEEE KOY XHZ!!

XTC was present during SMM so I get to see Gz like finally ^^
Her hotel was just next to INC!
Haha caught up a bit and the 2 whiners are still as annoying!!!

Then the last day Jasmine and Sharky came over to INC to yamchaa~

And deng deng deng deng.... Home Sweet Home Time T_T

Baobei just want you to know that ngor hou oi lei ohhhh~
I mean it :D
Haha you give me the feeling that I'm your little girl and I love it ^^
Which girl don't want to be pampered by your boyfriend?
I'm glad I have one ^^
See you soon lou gong !!

Got to go sleep NOW because got to wake up early tml to settle my IC zzzzzzzz.

KL IN 1 HOUR' TIME!!

2010-12-01T05:23:00.001+08:00

Hello!

KL 1st Dec - 7th Dec!

Am now at Jasmine baby's house using her lappie to blog.
Listening to 5566 我难过 with her trying to sleep behind me lol.
1 more hour to go before we can wash up and off to the coach!
This time round I'm actually more excited to go KL than last week.
I don't know why.. Maybe cause dear is playing SMM and I get to support him.
Gonna cherish this week more too as it gonna be the last long week I gonna spend there.
Jasmine and I are going to find full time job once we are back to Sg.
So once we found any, we hardly will have anytime to go KL other than weekends.

Hmm I thought this news was old but yea I left school before Sem 2.2 started.
I don't think many know but my GPA was a lousy 1.20 or something.
Call me stupid call me dumb, but I chose it ^^
Well it's really funny that I ended up like this with such a good O-lvl score lol.
Aya but again what is O-lvl? It's just another thing you got to go thru in life.
Many told me I am going to regret in the future...
Many asked me what can I do without a diploma..
Whether with or without a diploma, most of the people still work the same job.
Eg admin job.
It's just about the salary they are going to pay you.
Pay lesser then lesser.
I'm a girl, not a guy.
I have the privilage of guys to yang me ^^
So yeaa lol.

And then there's another thing bugging me and making me sad.
It's like we drifted and don't talk at all.
I also don't know how to talk to you since you have been living in your own world again.
Guess you really need to open up to your friends moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aya I also a bit clueless what to tell you.
Just stay happy okie!!
Sigh lol~

Damn sian got this red ant keep clawing around the lappie screen but I don't bear to kill it zz.

Some random stufff
-Painted my nails gold and toes red
-I got a awful red patch on my cheeks zz
-Loving Jasmine more and more
-Very happy with my life now
-My dota very pro bth zzz

Zzzz

2010-11-29T02:59:00.002+08:00

Aya I removed a whole lot of paragraph.
Don't think I should talk about work over here too.

-_-

^.^

2010-11-27T05:24:00.000+08:00

Stopped skincare due to laziness for a week and my face is starting to rot again zzz.
Got myself a Za foundation~
1 casing, 2 refills, 1 whitening kit @ $33.50 only!!
Worth or what sia?
Then bought biore' make up remover wipes, 2 boxes for $17 only!!
Heee all from Watson!!
I love Watson!!!!!!
Tml gonna get that super zai concealer from John Little and then my mascara~
Weeee machiam $$ drop from sky~

My mummy damn sore loser, /ignore me for weeks liao LOL.
zzzzz
She think she damn pro.
SORE.

Oi..

2010-11-26T04:42:00.000+08:00

And then am I enjoying myself?
I know as long as I'm happy now, right now, it's enough.
I'm a easily satisfied girl actually.

Waiting for you to get home now and call me!
I miss you so much and can't wait to find you again.
Guess next week will be the last 'long' week I gonna see you again :(
It's because I am going to find work after I get back Sg to occupied myself and to earn $$ of cos.
By then I can only find you on weekends instead of a week straight.
You do the same too okie?
Both of us work hard together hehe.

And there's something wrong with me.
My gum keeps bleeding.
It's been a week or two already, and it doesn't get better.
I even went to Google the causes of bleeding gum!
You just gently press against my gum and you can see bleed oozing out.
Yucks!
Better get well before I come back Sg from KL, otherwise it's dentist time!

Sian-ed

2010-11-25T03:44:00.000+08:00

And my handphone bill amounted to $300 over dollars.
Well, I guess it's the over-usage in Thailand and calls to Malaysia.
Note to self: Never be kind.
Sigh...
Now every expenses' on my own and it's really tough.
Been spending on things that I shouldn't be the one spending but... :(
Gonna bear with it for a few months and pray life will get better.

Why like that?
Why I gained that extra 3-4 kg from KL?
Should I like eat in the morning and then just starve myself to skinny?
But how can I resist temptation??
I cannot sia.
Right now I got the urge to eat chocolate ice-cream or better still MAC WINGS!!!!
Oh yea with some Garlic Chili ^^
Lol eat more loh!
Grow fat and become poor fug.

Kay I am officially hating to work at Tori Q -.-
Gonna fuck off from there after I find some admin work with Jasmine.
Hate the customer Hate the work-to-10pm Hate the shitty whatsoever things happened there
Whateverz.
Thurs Fri Sun all 2pm-10pm SUX

3 months you promise?

KL Trip 16th - 22th

2010-11-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

Where should I start manzz?

16th Nov

Went to KL together with my baobei Jasmine Chong Min Min :D
It was a long and tiring 5.5 hrs bus trip but all worth it I guess

On that night we met up with SilverCross and his girlfriend Jolyn ^^
3 towers, chicken wings, fries, cards, fun.

17th, 18th, 19th

It was Sungai Wang, Sing K, loklok!

I really forgotten what we did on 20th, 21th and 22th.
I think I spent most of the time eating and inc-ing bah.

Hope Jasmine will be very very happy :)
And that we can find a pay high high job ^^

6th Dec :D

Lou Gong :D

2010-11-23T04:45:00.000+08:00

What a awesome week spent at KL with 2 of my babies!
1 is deardear 1 is Jasmine :D

Lou gong ngor oi lei 99 ^^

Fun Weekends~

2010-11-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Opps~
I was busy for the past few days with work, boyfriend, best friends and dota haha.

So last Friday finally had steamboat with the usual people!!
-Esther, Jasmine, Cass, Cloud, Fm, A
But to be honest it was not song at all.
JASMINE AND CASS LAH!!
This 2 girls eat like damn little then I also no mood to continue eating.
Aww well, there's still a next time :D

Later on we went to BQ!!!
Don't know why it become like some spam-kissing session or something.
It's just I kiss You, You kiss Me, We kiss Each Other that kind.

And then I also don't know why this 2 girls can kiss until so passionate one.

LOL wtf?

Then on a Saturday, went for dinner and movie with Jasmine, Cloud, and Fm!!
Had Mos Burger again cos Jasmine this joke doesn't want ANYTHING from J8.
15 Mussels FTW :D
Caught Unstoppable and it was super good!
Wanted to buy KOI then that joke ruined it.
She said she DON'T WANT KOI.
So I told her not to whine about koi anymore.
She said OKAY.
Then just after we went home, she said she wants koi.
Cass please slap her damn hardhard???
Joke.

Don't know why I bff with this girl haiz.
But I really like her pattern lei..
We can laugh on Skype crazily by just tagging some nonsense on Facebook.
Damn joke.
Then I'm going KL with her later also.
The most joke thing is I haven't tell my papa about it.
Bth omg.

JOKE

2010-11-11T12:40:00.000+08:00

Never in my life seen any 20+ yrs old woman as ridiculous and childish and stupid as her.
Well, she didn't scold me but she did it on other people.
When she (always) can't defend herself well , she will start to spout nonsense.
She will start to criticize one appearance which really show how immature and stupid she is.
Once a joke, always a joke.
Lol I thought it was really unnecessary to mention her but she really make me damn gaowei.
JOKE~

Tml imma have koi and steamboat.
Sat, out with Jasmine I think?
1 more work day on Sun and I'm off to find my dearrrrr weee!!

Heeee so happpy~
Hahaha I really can't describe how much I love Jasmine Chong & zukiiiiiii :D
(L)

我会很开心.

2010-11-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

Wakao yesterday dota with Jasmine, Jasmine's baby and zuzu till 6am T.T
Now I'm so tired but got to go for work at 1pm.

So it's a very good thing to have your bff to stay near you.
You can cab home tgt, take train/bus tgt, eat supper tgt, and basically do alot of things tgt!
Song larh we are Rivervale Cescent girls LOL!

Had Subway at Compass Point for dinner with Jasmine last night.
And then went for some snack at LJS and then Old Chang Kee.
I can really eat a lot :)
Bought a damn chio pink Hello Kitty casing for my bb 9700~
And then bought a HK's ezlink sticker and water bottle so cute~

I L HK :D

Okie loh gonna go bath already~

** Jasmine 16th PLS :(

A nonstop eating day :D

2010-11-07T12:44:00.001+08:00

There's something I need to say before I start my post.
Before Jasmine and I went out, we had a dota game together.
Just both of us with pubs.
She used LR and I used RIKI.
As usual, we own the game ^^

Kae so.....................

Was supposed to eat steamboat last night but everywhere was full!!
It was raining as well so we decided to eat Mos Burger.
Ebi Rice Burger, Minestrone Soup, 15pieces mussels (L)
Mos Burger makes my day :D

We were in the bus going Cine.
Then got this granny sitting next to me getting damn close to me.
I know she didn't do it on purpose but really I got no space liao zz.
So I sms Jasmine say 'Can ask her sit guo qu yi dian not ccb.'
And there she went laughing like 38 like that -.-
.......

Then we were supposed to go for movie/sing but ended up eating Xing Wang Hk Cafe.

See my chio hearts stocking hehe!

And then we talked about dota for awhile before cloud & fm send us home~
Hee why this 2 korkor so nice one?
I wonder how they tahan people like me and Jasmine :'(
Steamboat soon okie?

Duedate!!

2010-11-06T14:17:00.000+08:00

Slept at 6am, then 12pm to prepare for work, and back home at 1030pm to dota.
This cycle repeated for 3 good days and I'm finally on a off day till Tues.

Changed my working schedule with XW so I don't have to work till closing ^^
Hee rushed home at 7pm to quickly bathe and off to meet Jasmine & Cloud & Fm!!
Had Subway @ amkhub with Jasmine omg it was song-ed.
You all won't know the feeling of satisfaction I felt when I eat something nice :D
And one happy note is that Rivervale Mall now has SUBWAY wee~
Gonna spam their cookie lah 12 for $10.90 wtf?
I was there to watch Duedate this joke movie with jokes like Jasmine and Cloud and Fm lor.
I was drinking my lemon tea during one epic scene of the movie, and almost pui all out lah wtf.
Duedate really is hilarious until bueytahan omg.
I give a 5 thumbs up lah!

And then yah lah my clothes from Cutie Fashion finally arrive and I am very happy lah cb.
I don't know why all I order one all so chio.
I ordered 13 pieces for ard $130+ nia which are inclusive of shipping already so cheap.
Gonna order again on DEC/JAN for cny clothes heehehehehe~

Haiz to be honest I'm kinda headache due to financial problem LOL.
YES FINANCIAL PROBLEM LAH.
Ever since I stop schooling, my parents stop giving me allowance as well.
Hp bills, all my daily expenses, my shopping spree everything also I pay myself.
Yes lah I work, but seriously I'm very lazy to work.
Then now take bus also so expensive LOL zzzzzzzz damn sian.

Let me whine awhile lah k.

Hais must eat to make myself happy.
Later gonna steamboat with the same people too.

** ILOVEZUKiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2nd Nov is My Birthday ^^

2010-11-05T04:50:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Hee imma blog a short post about my mini birthday celebration with loveloves~
It was with Jasmine, Cass, Cloud, Fm and A!

Jasmine this stupid girl got me a huge Hello Kitty balloon which burst last night while I was dotaing.
Love the balloon so much but well it didn't last :(
She also got me a beriberiberi kawai cake!!
So much whipped cream bueytahan~

We had Pizza Hut, then caught 'First Love' at Cine.
Such a sobsob movie which made 3 of us cry :'(
After the movie went bq for some drinking session hahahahahahaaaa~

Then had this beriberiberi nice barchormee for supper.
Cloud korkor please bring me go there again I want to share mee with yo.
Kay and I don't know wtf is wrong with cloud and fm in that photo, both jokes ^^

So all I wanna say is thank you people ^^
Thanks Jasmine for everything that day ^^
Thanks cloud & fm for being so nice to me every single day even though I beri joke I know.
Thanks to all who wished me happy birthday, appreciated ^^

But one regret is that I don't have deardear to celebrate with me.
Sighz.
Was missing him a little, and then I'm like thinking about him a bit more.
And right now he's always on my mind and I just couldn't wait to see him again on 16th.
It seems like forever to reach that day :(
Dear really sorry about what I did just now.
I know you very kpo one always read my blog.
Call me emo queen kay?
Love you hehe muackxzxzzzz ^^
I am now waiting for you to call me lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Later still got to work from 12pm-10pm so sad =(
*lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala*

deardear~

2010-11-02T04:47:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it?
It's so unexpected that I'm attracted to you and I don't wanna let you go.
Have been spending 5 good days with you and everything seems perfect!
I enjoyed being with you 24/7 and hope you feel the same way too.
The distance gonna be a huge problem but I'm prepared for it.
Love you and see you again on 19th Nov :)

P.S stop being a joke lah Zzzz..

There you go =)

2010-10-28T05:17:00.000+08:00

Cibai keep dc from my dota game.
Surf net also must dc once then the miobox will song.
Really must call Singtel and kan them liao.

Haiz~

Sometimes I'm really amazed by one's selfishness.
To think that I always try to put myself into other people' shoes.
But why can't they just try to understand my situation.
Sick and tired of explaining myself.
And then it make me realise how ridiculous my friends can be.
When I do things for you, I don't expect anything in return.
But at least please appreciate what I'm doing.
It often pissed me off when people take me for granted,
while all I did for you was because I am your friend.
I hope my perception on you will be better soon.

And dear Jasmine hihi~
Gonna miss you while I'm away.
But actually I still can skype/msn/dota with you one de LOL.
We gonna gossip like there's no tomorrow loh I tell you.
Loving you muacks (L)
See you later Mc Giggle FTW~

BRB SOON HAHAHAHA

I am happy =)

2010-10-25T04:32:00.000+08:00

Emo days are over!! I'm finally feeling happy again!!
Hee really love Jasmine a lot (L)
Have been whining to her every single morning regarding the same problem over and over again.
And she's always (almost) there listening to my nonsense for a good one month and now it's over!!
I'm glad it's over as well.
Cause it don't worth a single thing =)

Some photos taken while we were in kang's car.

And then today went out with Jasmine!!
We just walked around PS and had the new bubble tea 'Gong Cha' + Seaweed pretzel + Mars bar!

Then waited for Cloud baby & Fm korkor for movie 'You Again!'
Hee went kiapkiap toy as well but as usual tio own-ed.
See that two ugly domokun =(
Can you believe Jasmine managed to exchange it to a melody toy?
Joke loh this girl keep whine whine whine.
What else we did ar?
Fm korkor treated us Frolick~
Then had some bento @ Cathay's basement.
Like that loh~
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

dot dot dot

2010-10-20T06:06:00.000+08:00

Hey~

Didn't know I'm allergic to alcohol until recently.
I would get mild rashes and many red dots all over my arms for a few days.
This is what happening to me right now~
Lol go away soon please.

Hmmm been losing lots of games since the day I'm back.
Guess I need to rest more and get my beauty sleep before I play a game properly.
Poor boy have to bear with my temper and emo-ness in game T.T
Haven't been like this in awhile :\
I really miss playing dota happily.
I can't remember when was the last time I'm actually happy when I played dota.
My mood is bad for these few days.
Gotta change gotta change gotta change.

Need some tofu from Suki Sushi ^^
Cloud korkor please bring me go eat sushi and tofu~

Hehehe gonna sleep now beriberi tired~

Tml will be a better day, no vulgarities no emo no angry, only happy~
Good night~

ESTC 2010

2010-10-19T08:00:00.001+08:00

Hi!

Just returned from Bangkok last morning.
This trip was fun, enjoyable and it's worth paying for the air tickets.

Gz and I were sort of 'left alone' as XtC's flight was canceled and changed to next morning.
We were quite lucky to be able to follow the Axis.Sg guys around for the first night ^^

The Axis.Sg manager brought all of us to this chicken stall and the menu was in Thai.
Ahaha so everyone order the same, Chicken Noodles + Coke.

The next few days may be quite boring to you.. But not to me =D
Basically we just spent 80% of the time hanging around Siam Paragon where ESTC was held.
That's where you get to see those lihai dota players in real life too.
Siam Paragon is good because they sell lots of japalang food at the ground floor!!

We were scammed to go to MBK :(
MBK sucks :(
It was only the last 2 days that we found out the streets opposite Paragon are IMBA.
Imba for shopping omg T.T
I bought a few long dresses for only 200-250 Baht which is about $12.50 only!!

Platinum Mall is very good as well ^^
But only managed to shop there for 2 hrs as we need to rush over to watch Niv.My vs EHOME!!
Hahahahahaha Niv.My wins the Champion title ^^
I like Niv because they are humble, not like some other teams =)

The last night sucks because I think I did something funny.
It sucks x100 because I cannot even remember what I did omg gg.com~
And Gz & I almost missed our flight to Sg LOL :D

:'(

2010-10-12T08:43:00.001+08:00

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Excited :D

2010-10-12T07:52:00.001+08:00

Woah!
In 24hrs time, I will be on plane with Suzanna Wong (L)
The other time we had a secret mission to Malaysia and our auto roaming failed on us.
Luckily we aren't lost and now we are going Thailand together!!
Hopefully we printed the correct documents and won't get stuck in Bangkok LOL!
It gonna be so fun with her company that I can hardly sleep now, I'm serious =x
I can imagine how we gonna spam food and spam shopping and spam...lovelove :D
Haha it's always exciting when you travel with friends.
Omg I still haven't pack my bag for the 6D5N trip!
I still haven't change the currency and haven't decide what to bring there.
Can't wait can't wait can't wait!

Hahaha~
I'm still wide awake and just finished my Mac Giggle + Apple Dippers.
Later gonna go back Tp to settle some stuff and then to my aunt house to get the camera.
Ahhh I hope I'm still alive later on to play dota :D
Speaking of dota, I keep getting disconnected from the internet and my GGC keep on crashing.
Seriously what the fuck is wrong?!
Zzzzz..

And speaking of dota, it reminds me of some jokers+dogs in GGC.
The tags and the 'rumors' I heard seriously pissed me off.
Cause none of you know exactly what happened so don't judge.
Dog really is dog.

Fuck you, get it?

给我多一下下.. 一下下就好..

2010-10-11T09:13:00.000+08:00

Good Morning ^.^

Played a compy at Cineleisure with the girls after so long.
Although we didn't win, it was a gg.
Lol!
I'm too reliant on hotkey already T.T
During training I actually ALT QQ cos I placed my starstar on the Q.
I was so afraid to do the same thing during compy!! Glad I didn't.

Cass, SheRica, Jasminee, Suzanna, Umiisukii

After that went CAS to play a few games before heading home.
I did a 18-0 on sladar in one of the games I played loh!!
Imba or what you tell me :D

Hehe then yesterday went AMK Hub to meet Cloud and Fm for dinner + movie!!
We ate Suki Sushi and it was AWESOMEE HAHAHAHA HAPPPPPY GIRL!
Caught 'Charlie St Cloud' with yummillious popcorn (L)
It's such a sweet movie and makes me go Awwwwwwwww :(

Recently I ate a lot.
I thought good food would make me feel better, but it was all temporary.
Whenever I'm alone, whenever I think back, I would start to feel sad and helpless.
I thought I could so something to improve the situation, but you never bother.
At times I wish we could just go back to the beginning and start all over again.
I miss you :'(

请你不要走.. 不要这样离开我..

2010-10-09T02:24:00.000+08:00

Hello.

" If it's yours, it's yours. If not you should just fuck off. "
I really get it already~
I mean I get it since very long ago, just that how am I suppose to forget about it?
Sometimes you just got to admit that you won't get everything you want.
Even if you put in so much effort, put in so much time, put in so much of everything,
you won't always get a desired outcome.
That's life, and life sucks.
I'm still trying to do whatever I can to get you back, but it's hopeless.
It's hopeless but I can't find the reason why am I still trying so hard.
Really deserve some slapping to wake myself up.
Maybe you should be the one to do so.
I really like you and I really hate you so much.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I miss everything about you.

2010-10-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna do what I like to do soon.
This may not be the best choice, but definitely not the worst!

I hope my parents are able to hear me out and accept whatever it is!
They always make a mountain out of a molehill which pissed me off so badly.
Our talk always lead to a argument and I'll end it with a slamming door session.
Seriously we got a problem with communication.
I just wrote a letter in Chinese for them to read when they get home later.
Hopefully the outcome is good and I can proceed to talk to them about the Thailand trip.

YES I AM GOING THAILAND!!
Have yet to confirm with my parents but the air tickets are CONFIRMED!!
LOL~
Weeee shopping ftw :D

Hehehe~

Sleeping at 6am almost everyday really making me weak.
I guess I lost my 'stamina' already!
How ahhhh how ahhhh!
Hahaha dota + skype = happy umi

^^

Decided.

2010-10-04T05:33:00.000+08:00

LOL @ my previous post haha =x
So emoemo one~

Was it yesterday?
Lol went Cas again to see XtC's game ^^
I want to train want to buck up want to want to want to~
I am quite determined~
LOL
Yet determined at the wrong thing.
-_-
Like 自言自语 over here.. Hmm okie.. So.. some pictures from Cass's cam ^^

Hee love this pink stripes dress (Y)
Weee~

....

2010-10-01T02:07:00.001+08:00

JUST FUCK IT LAH REALLLLY

Grow up.

2010-09-30T05:32:00.000+08:00

I'm really pissed at you.
Pissed off at everything that you did.
Are you trying to seek attention?
If yes, then you did it, congrats!
Ssrly I don't know what's with the woohaa you are creating manz.
Irritating.

Anyway, it wasn't because of someone else.
It was because of you.
I left because I'm not happy with us.
You got to admit that you are definitely happier without me.
Coz it's a fact.
=)

And sorry I removed them.
Cause I'm not enjoying the attention I'm getting over there.
^^

Shopping day (L)

2010-09-28T13:21:00.000+08:00

Went out with Cass and Jasmine~ (Suz ps-ed us sobsob)
This 2 girls really is shopping queen loh.
Go shopping with them is the best cause they always give constructive comments, I like!!
Surprisingly I bought the most :$

3 dress, 1 hellokitty top, 1ribbon sandals, 1 ribbon necklace, 1pompomskirt, and 1 vest
Yay happy girl!

Too bad we didn't have any Pastamania/Xlb last night =(
It was raining as well lor wtf, make everything like mafan.

Eeee see this naughty girl touch my leg, jiajia one :)

Then went to the duno what bar to RELAX.
Jas sing + Cass sing = Very nice ^^
Once in awhile is really nice hehe~

Got home and dota then someone BM ME say I ance face WTF T.T
Ance ur cb lor realli.

Spam SUSHI + Devil*

2010-09-27T04:12:00.001+08:00

Met up with Suzanna Wong, Hengky, Cloud and Fm on Sat!!
Had Suki Sushi @ Cine for dinner and the Seafood Paper Steamboat is super nice and cheap!
Shall go there soon again for some ala carte!!
Watched Legend of The Fist and it's super awesome!! 4.5/5!!
Hehehehe and saw my bunbun darling as well!! So qiao can :D

Then Cloud suggested to have Suki Sushi buffet again on Sun @ Hougang Plaza and there we go :D
Got Me, Suzanna, Hengky, Cloud, Lux, Firemetal, and Devi.
The unexpected queue really is mood spoiler lor wtf?
We waited almost 1 hour I think.
Reached the seats jitao spam sushi.com LOL
We just stacked up all the plates and there's about 30+ of them even before we started ordering.
Ordered lots of food which ended up hiding under plates and soup LOL.
Haha Suki Sushi really is lovelove oh :D

Some picpic from my BB!

Wanted to ton lan but some noob say tired then bobian LOL!
And Xw jio me go for a jog!!
Omg so nice to perspire!!
And we gossip-ed after the jog, my favourite =p
I'm never afraid of expressing my thoughts so just said everything about how I felt to her.
Sometimes work until like that I also very sian.
I worked in Tori Q for 2 yrs but duno why am I treated like some part time that just joined.
Lol??
The world change liao lor really.

K lah see me in Tp's Business School Shirt ^^
Don't know how long never wear le!

Good night!!
Tml gonna xiaolongbao-s with Suz, Jasm, and Casssssy :D

:')

2010-09-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

Today will be the last day!!!
Imma get over it.
It's stupid and it don't even worth a thing.
^^
Gdbye and fuck off liao okie!

What am I hoping for?

2010-09-24T05:43:00.000+08:00

I think I'm too free already~
Have been staying at home and rot like nobody's business.
Thankfully I got Jasmine to accompany me LOL.
Have been whining to her about everything and she never fail to make me laugh.
^^
Lunch @LJS
Jasmine: EEE why so little cheese one ar?
Fat Guy Cashier: Is like that one -.-
Girl Manager: *Squeeze more cheese*
She actually whined to the fat guy who don't even give a damn about her AT ALL.
This chong limin really is imba LOL.

HhhaaaaaAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAHAa

I'm waiting for the supp paper to come and school to reopen.
Lol hopefully there's still school for me.
A part of me still misses school yet another part of me is sick and tired of school.
This is a very good example of ai mai ai mai.
I hate people who are ai mai ai mai.
Sux to be me :\

Kk lor CLEO says it's fine to jog thrice a week so didn't go jogging just now!
I was also afraid of stepping on SNAILS again since it just rained.
I swear snail sucks to the max okay!!
YuckSSSSSssssssssSSSSSS to those slimy creature!

Very early now I shall take some nap and wake up for some LJS breakfast.
Wee~

Keep you in my pocket.

2010-09-23T00:50:00.003+08:00

I'm never the kind of girl that will get so emo to this extend.
And really I guess this is the first time.
Coz you got me fallen into it and never did I expect you to leave me there alone.
Lol really joke ^.^

Had PastaMania for dinner @ HougangMall with JASMINE :D
Wtf we juz keep gossip and laughlaughlaugh!!
Bueytahan omg LOL.
Then takeaway Subway as my supper.
I'm sad and good food makes ME happy so I need plenty of them!!
Weeee~

Yea I went to jog again BUT FCKING H3LL I STEPPED ON A SNAIL LAH Cb.
It's damn disgusting coz I heard AND FEEL the shell cracked.
I jitao JUMPED and ran home.
YES I REALLY RAN HOME LOR WTF.
ER xin I h8 SNAILSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

My legs feeling damn jellly, help me massage~

Don't regret. Just love ^.^

2010-09-22T01:13:00.004+08:00

Omg I love working with PUIMUN NOW~
Although sometimes I got pissed coz she always forgot orders or got really confused,
she always accompany me to eat good food during lunch break (&chitchatkeke)!!
YAY~
Today we had Pizza Hut~
I ordered Beef Lasagna Set and she got Hawaiian Pizza Set!!
I ate alot man!
Had my own set, 1/4 of her pizza, 3 drum sticks, AND WARM CHOCOLATE CAKEE!!
EEEEEE SO NICE :D
I want MORE... GIVE ME MOREEEEEEEE~ I WANT.........
some xlb some yambao some SUBWAY some fried mars bar some sushi some BBQFOOD
some STEAMBOAT some pastamania some milooreablended some CHOCODURIAN CAKE
ANYONE WANNA EAT ALL THESE YUMMMY FOOD WITH ME??? :D
HAHAHAHA

Just now I went for a jog after my work!
I've been wanting to JOG regularly since years ago.
I used to be damn sporty and running/swimming is my favorite (L).
But no one accompany me and partially I was lazy to do so too =P
And today I was somehow motivated by PuiMun to jog!!
Seriously I lost all my stamina manz!!
Jog abit abit then wanna die liao.
Haha managed to jog non-stop for 20mins and walk another 10mins LOL.
CUI I KNOW HAHAHA.
I will do the same thing again tomorrow, the day after tomorrow AND BLABLABLA!!
Hope I won't get LAZY lah, someone please motivate me to jog k3k3z!!

HAHA
Anyway I'm no longer 55kg, no longer 53kg, BUT 49-50KG HAHAHAHAAAAA.
JEALOUS NOT?
Plus I'm above 169cm HAHAHAAAAAA :D

HAPPPPPY WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
SPAM DOTA.COM NOW!

Show me where I should walk... Seriously...

2010-09-21T12:24:00.002+08:00

WTF..
Spam too much chocolate/cookies/mooncake/milopowder!!
Got myself a bad sorethroat and gotta work later on.
OMG gg.com for me manz :(
I really really hate sore throat!!
Coz my sore throat never fail to lead fever+cough to me.

Hmph I don't like :(

Eeeeeee really proud of myself sia.
I always win dota games when I'm alone :D
LOL
WITCH DOCTOR is my new fav (L)
*!!stun chu curse chu!!*
^^ I just finished a 1hr game and WON okie ^^

kekekekekeZ

Aya really want you to just fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then..
:(
Why can't things just be the way I WANT IT TO BE?
Is it so difficult?
Really.. Stop whining to me about her!!
I D W T K ANYTHING ABT HER.
#$%$^%*
.l.......

I wan a Hi from you everyday~

2010-09-20T00:24:00.003+08:00

When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same.
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear every word I pray.
And I want you more than I want to live another day.
And as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful.

You are all I want.

:D

Juz stfu.

2010-09-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

.

My aunt hse sux my own hse sux.

zzz

irrrritated

=)

2010-09-19T04:12:00.003+08:00

Went down to watch TEAM DMK play kkb compy at IOI.
Nice lor they are now Top 8 and later they gonna play at 10am!!

Aiyer suddenly got the urge to play compy again.
Yea lah I know I always FRO and damn burden but STILL..
I somehow miss the COMPY feeling haha =p
I WANNNA IMPROVE LAHHHHHHHH~
I wanna spam dota DOTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa

Lan-ed with Gz & pple and WE GOT SO MUCH TO TALK.
Wtf buey tahan!
Haha hengky is such a noob ssrly.. NOOBKY !!!!
And HENGKY + ROY = WHINE xONE MILLION TIMES NONSTOP
WTF KEEEP CHIRPING NON STOP OMG HAHA

Really kinda disappointed with 'strangers' who used to be friends.
Lol I guess this is what we call human bah.
Everyone changes.. You.. Me.. Every single one of us do..
Although it sucks but then it's unpredictable and you just have to accept it.
^^

Ayaaaa I'm so tired but let me lie on your shoulder so hard meh???
Cbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
h8 it & bye lah fck!!!

Miss you so ^^

2010-09-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

All my girls girls haha~

Some haven't been talking..
Some are like far away....

But all are the best ^^

Broken Hearted Girl

2010-09-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

Wow!!
Broken hearted girl ssrly is nice.
Haiz the lyric is like sobsob nice lor.
When you emo, all the emo songs seems to be talking about you.
Sux to feel this way.
But slowly getting immune to it ba.
Everyday got different stunt I also duno how to tackle it liao.
No.. No.. No broken hearted girl~
Wahahahahaha :x

Aiya work now seems sux as well.
All the 'rules' of this and that make it annoying.
Sometimes really no mood to work at all.
No wonder I prefer to cook instead of serving customers now.
Cos nerds like them would only spoil my mood x1000000000 -_-
Yay I'm only working 1 day nxt week!
The reason is cause I wanna go back home and spam dota :)

Haiz manymany things are on my mind right now na na na na~
Whether I'm being liyong or not doesn't matter alrdy!
So sian and tired of it.
You are so hard to read and understand.
Fren fren fren, I hope so.
Let nature take it course right? Lololol!!

Mimisukiiiiiiiiiiii :D
Nights!!

hmph

2010-09-15T13:48:00.002+08:00

习惯就好 ^^
You this lil cb ^^ HEHEHE

Wtf Resident Evil sucks.
Like 1/5 nia -,-
Waste $$$

Aiyo I'm craving for so many good food :D
Ikea meatballs, steamboat, xiaolongbaos, suki suhi, chocolate, BEN&JERRY's =p

Anyway I bought the Cadburry Hot Chocolate LAHH!!!
SO NICEEE.
Everyday spam hot chocolate with kokocrunch WEEEE.
Gonna have SORE THROAT SOON HAHAHA

Yay these few days been playing dota and keep winning one lei.
Is it I become pro or because my oppo noob lei?
I think is both lei LOL HAHAHA
Someone ingame just called me a SHEMALE.
GIRL CANNOT KAOBEI MEH???

HAHAHA

...

2010-09-14T11:53:00.003+08:00

Wtf my aunt keeep NAGGGGGG ON ME.
So irritating ~~
I didn't go for work nor did I go to school, so she just keep nagging at me.
Walao everyone need to rest right..
I'M JUST A 18 YRS OLD GIRL LEI -,-

Yesterday went to get all my facial creams and it cost $250+ which can last 2-3 months.
It's expensive can :(
But effective so bo bian SIGHZ
I can feel my heart crying :'(
$250 = 3 days at ToriQ
HAIZZ

Then my phone bill haven't come too!!
Another $50+
Seriously I don't know why bb's plan is more expensive than iPhone's.
CRAP~

HAHA I LOVE DOTA BUT WHY AM I SO NOOB.
And nobody plays dota with me :(:(:(
Must be too noob HMPH.

Kay lah I found back my mood.
I guess I just need to /ignore :)
Just need to enjoy what I'm doing and SMILEEEEE :D
Aterall it's bad to think that much right!!

Hahaha you made me so confuse ^^
GOOD JOB ROY.